Why is it never enough? How can I keep dealing with this. She says I should have set aside the whole weekend since it'll be the last I'm home. I go out Friday night, she's out anyways. I have lunch plans Sunday with a friend I haven't talked to since Spring Break and most likely will not get to hang out with until Winter Break. Doesn't matter, I tell her - she blows up. It doesn't seem to matter that all of Saturday and most of Sunday I have set aside. What matters is that I have apparently set her as a lower priority to my friends by going out for a few hours. Never understanding, always emotional first. Why is it that I feel like she is the child and I the parent at times?
She stormed off. Now what? I am loathe to say sorry because I have not done anything wrong. I always end up saying sorry just to clear the tense atmosphere. Now she'll waste the Saturday I have set aside to spend with her. I hate it. I am angry. I hate being angry. I am tired of all of this. No one is ever satisfied with what I do with my time. It is never enough.
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:( i'm sorry.. i know sometimes i complain about the lack of time we spend together.. but i understand when it doesn't happen.. :( sorry you have to feel angry.. sorry you feel that way..
on a happier note, can't wait to see you :)
>.< *hugs* My mom complains about my spending way too much time in front of the computer when I'm home but that's about it... Sometimes, she actually asks why I'm not out more often -_-"