Why is it never enough?  How can I keep dealing with this.  She says I should have set aside the whole weekend since it'll be the last I'm home.  I go out Friday night, she's out anyways.  I have lunch plans Sunday with a friend I haven't talked to since Spring Break and most likely will not get to hang out with until Winter Break.  Doesn't matter, I tell her - she blows up.  It doesn't seem to matter that all of Saturday and most of Sunday I have set aside.  What matters is that I have apparently set her as a lower priority to my friends by going out for a few hours.  Never understanding, always emotional first.  Why is it that I feel like she is the child and I the parent at times?

She stormed off.  Now what?  I am loathe to say sorry because I have not done anything wrong.  I always end up saying sorry just to clear the tense atmosphere.  Now she'll waste the Saturday I have set aside to spend with her.  I hate it.  I am angry.  I hate being angry.  I am tired of all of this.  No one is ever satisfied with what I do with my time.  It is never enough.

*sigh* messed up this one... not sure if it's fixable.  Well at least not without a lot of time.  That's what I get for losing my temper.  I think I need to have a talk with my team.  It can't just be me if the only time I seem to get angry/frustrated is after a game.  *sigh* I'm still very disappointment with myself.  If anything I should have known better. 

I don't feel like I'm captain anymore... half the original team aren't even playing anymore.  Or at least they seem to be busier this semester and can't make the games.  This definitely needs to be resolved soon.

It's weird when the original half still respects you but the new half... they don't know who I am and I didn't make a very good first impression today.  *sigh*  Just got to be more patient and keep my usual cool...  one person at a time.

So since I have to wait another hour before the image is done I guess I'll post :P  It's been awhile since I've updated in terms of what has been going on with life I suppose.

School has been well hectic to say the least.  I'm wondering how I'm going to manage to finish all my work and have time to sleep.  Hopefully work won't pick up any more than it has.  This weekend was supposed to be for E128 homework and studying for midterm.  Doesn't look like that is going to happen.  At least Saturday I can relax and not think about anything to do. 

I don't think I'm allowed to log my hours as real time... something about it legally not being able to work more than a certain amount of hours in a day :P  I'm going to have to split up the blocks as if I worked tomorrow :D 

Even though school and life has been well hectic... I think I'm liking this semester more than last already.  I forgot how much I seem to enjoy being busy?  Just in general I just hope I can keep it up though... The only sad part is that I'm going to miss my bed/pillow more :P 

Basketball has been amazing.  Kind of out of shape though ><"  Oh wells.. I'm excited because on Monday we finally can start playing games in PE.  I think I'm going to have to play point on Tuesday because our point guard can't make the game.

Okay well I thought I could keep blogging but my brain is too fried to keep this up... I wonder how many hours of sleep I can squeeze in today?